1st Letter to my second baby

Dear 2nd Baby, I lost your elder brother while he is 3 months old in my worm. I don't have clear scientific reason but i knew his heartbeat was stop silently and i'm not aware till i did a ultrasound scanning. Actually i do not know whether my first child was a male or female but i have a strong feeling he was a boy so i assumed he was your elder brother. Well, after 4 months of hardwork. Daddy & me got you in our life. We haven't give you a name because you are just 7 weeks old and we do not know you are boy or girl yet. Welcome to our world! We hope you stay strong and grow healthily so you can be strong like us in the beautiful yet challenging world. The world is full of confusion now. War in Syria, conflict in many countries, natural disaster in Japan and other places, chaotic politic in my home country-Malaysia, etc. However, Dad and me still believe the world is beautiful and we are working hard in create peace base on our faith. You probably wonder what kind of faith keep your parent strong and working so hard for world peace in non-violent way. We wish to share with you this faith so you can carry on even we are not by your side. Oh ya...we will share with you who is the mentor in our life and he will be your eternal mentor too. I will write to you again. Please stay strong and sleep well. Love & peace, Mom Weifong 13Sept2015